Climbing in Jumping out

My emotions are a jumble right now.  A true mess.

I want people to talk to.  I want to hide in my bed and be left alone forever.

I want to climb inside myself and jump out of  my skin all at once.

This rip roaring fun wasn’t what I signed up for when we had Patrice, but it definitely adds layers to my day.

The transitions from depressed to steady to manic are not exactly fun.  They keep me guessing, keep me obsessing about my every feeling.  I live in constant concern of where the roller coaster is going next.

It would appear we are currently headed up.  How high, I don’t know…

Just time to Hang On…