I know you’ve heard the truth that God has set you free
But you think you’re the one that grace could never reach
So you just keep asking, Oh, what everybody’s asking
[Chorus] Am I more than flesh and bone?
Am I really something beautiful?
Yeah, I want to believe,
I want to believe that I’m not just some wandering soul
That you don’t see and you don’t know Yeah,
I want to believe,
Jesus help me believe
That I am someone worth dying for
This song was “dedicated” to me by a college friend after I wrote this post about being worth fighting the depression for, but admitting I wasn’t sure Christ came to die for me.
It is aptly named “Someone Worth Dying For” I love the truth of this song, but must admit I am still grappling with it; I am also working through a lot of other aspects of my faith and personality.
I’ve put a lot of my struggle out here on my blog, but at the same time, there is much I cannot verbalize or express. It’s hard to have all the words, btu this I know to be true…
God is okay with my struggle. He knew, before my mother found out she was expecting a baby, what my path would lead to. He knew about the Multiple Sclerosis, depression and other issues that have arisen. And, glory to God, He knows the outcome, though I do not.
In what areas are you struggling? Where is your faith in the struggle? How can I pray for you today, and in the future?