I have been home full-time now for about 6 weeks.
I love how Patrice now follows me around and looks for me (instead of daddy).
I love being here for her speech therapy.
I love being able to take her to the gross motor skills play group last week.
I am even growing to like picking up the older girls at school.
I love that I could be home with Sue last week when she was sick.
But it’s not all roses and sunshine.
The transition from working full-time has been hard. I miss having something to talk about when my husband comes home. He doesn’t exactly want to hear about how I washed diapers today or what is happening on facebook and twitter.
The worrying about finances is excruciating. Though we are so thankful for our Church and friends who have helped. I worry every day about what we will do when the holidays are over and people forget our needs.
I hate that I have to find a new psych doctor. Like cry every time I think about it hate it. But you better believe I am so thankful we have medical insurance.
Life is a mixed bag right now. It’s hard. And things are slipping a little bit for me. But I am not alone. I have my wonderful hubby and three girls. I have friends, I have my church and I have my faith.Survive til you Thrive!