Hope In a Sunbeam

Spring always makes me feel hopeful.  Like anything can be done.  That I can succeed at all the things.

I see the sun shining through the car window as we drive to church and I have hope.

Unfortunately, the Bipolar is not allowing my hope to be untarnished.  The time change, the changing seasons, even the extra sunshine are a hard adjustment.  Currently, I am struggling in the morning and in the late afternoons and evenings.  My mind is very unsettled and is literally a teeter totter from one emotion to another.

I honestly don’t know what feeling is coming before it is here, taking up residence in my mind.  It is very disconcerting.

But, I am getting some time each day that feels okay, even good.  And that is hope.  Hope in a sunbeam.