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Multitude Mondays 168-174

Tonight we went for a walk as a family.  At the beginning, I didn’t really want to go.  I was enjoying a conversation on twitter and didn’t want to engage in “real life”.  But it is a beautiful fall day here and soon…well, it won’t be.  So off we went.

Sue started off holding my hand. I love the feel of her hand in mine.  Those wonderful fingers, holding on, feeling warm in mine.

After a while, she went up to daddy and Patrice, and Caitlyn settled in next to me. 

Caitlyn told me about school, and what bullies are.  We talked about what to do about bullies.  It was a long conversation trying to help her understand what to do or say if someone is bullying her.  Then she told me about the boy who got sent home from school for making noises with “this part of his arm” (also known as the armpit).  I don’t know if he actually got sent home for that, but she insisted he did.  We talked about the treasure box she made with daddy and how she was going to put her blankie in there.  And we talked about her being grouchy with all of us at home because she is tired from school…and what we could maybe do about that…

I almost wished this moment away.  What a loss it would have been.  To my daughters and to me.  I cannot always be with them.  And sometimes I choose poorly when I am with them, but thankfully, the Lord gets ahold of me and reminds me to be with them, to hear them, to know them, to love them.

For this I am thankful.

168.  Precious times with my family

169.  Wonderful hugs when seeing a friend at church

170.  Waking up from a bad experience and realizing it was just a dream

171.  Candor of little tongues

172.  Hearing little voices say their Bible memory verses

173.  Smell of fall

174.  People challenging me to better myself

Come share what you are thankful for at A Holy Experience.  Or just come read what Ann has written.  It will make your heat and soul swell with joy and pain.

Multitude Mondays after Anxiety 151-167

Do you ever have a time where life just has you pensive?  Not sad, not stressed, just pensive?  I think that is where I am right now.  I had a bout of anxiety Friday night and into Saturday that made emotions and feelings very scattered and intense.  Those spells make me feel very out of control.  Through some great support from on-line friends, I came through it and by Sunday afternoon things were much better.  It left me a little spent, a little pensive.  And it actually feels good.  Life lately has been a ball of changes and adventures.  I did a big race. my oldest started school, and we changed our daycare after 4 years with the same “grandma”.  It has been a lot.  So pensive is good, great actually.
For this, I am thankful.
151.  Pensiveness, quietness.
153.  Brightly colored chair and carpet squares in the kindergarten classroom.
154.  Support available with just one tweet with the hashtag #ppdchat
155.  Introducing my family to Nutella.
156.  Babies blowing kisses at mama.
157.  Hearing a little one saying mama so clearly.
158.  A school principal who returns e-mails at all hours, and tells me “Yay Mama!”
159.  New childcare that is clicking well with our family.
160.  Pink puffy clouds.
161.  Support and encouragement in giving up my diet coke/aspartame addiction.
162.   Little girls learning Bible verses for Awana.
163.  Hubby willing to volunteer in Bible Club.
164.  Nights that baby lets me sleep.
165.  Baby giggles in the night when she doesn’t let me sleep.
166.  Having much to be thankful for.
167.  The ears of my heart to hear those things for which I am thankful.
These are just some of the things I am thankful for.  What makes your heart sing?  Won’t you share?

Birthday Fun for Multitude Mondays 148-150

I am a broken record as I talk about the recent birthdays around here.  But it has kind of consumed us lately.

Saturday we had a big party for our two girls, Patrice and Caitlyn.  We were so blessed by so many coming to celebrate with us.  We had cake and ice cream.  And so many people brought gifts, even being sweet enough to remember Sue, who does not understand why she does not get to turn 4 when the other two are partying.

148.  I am so thankful for everyone.

Partying is very tiring

149.  I am thankful to be watching each of my children learning

150.  I am thankful for the rain that cleans our air and refreshes our earth.

What are you thankful for?

Join us!

Summer Sweetness for Multitude Mondays 141-147

Miss Patrice is getting more mobile every day.  This weekend she walked along a toy to get to the other side.

This toy, to be exact, but obviously not in that location.  She loves this toy so much it has migrated to the living room so she can have fun with it more often. 

But she sure does love her sister’s room.

She would play in there all the time if you let her…well there, and the bathroom!  She loves playing in the bathroom, so the other day I thought, well I can at least tell her what the potty is for…so I explained that when she is a big girl…yes, I think I just admitted to starting potty training with my 11 month old.  A mama can dream, right?

But in all honesty, I am in no rush to see her grow up. I love my baby girl.  I can not truly fathom Caitlyn will be 5 in 2 sleeps and wake ups, or that Patrice will be 1 in 6 sleeps and wake ups.  It hurts this mama’s heart while also making me so proud to see my girls.  Ahh, the tug of war in a mama heart!

141.  Strong healthy girls
142.  Memories of pregnancy, murmured in, 5 years ago today I was, 1 year ago today I was…
143.  A spontaneous dinner with a crazy busy friend last Friday
144.  My husband working so hard to get our rental home ready
145.  New tenants the Lord brought us for the home, may it truly become their home for as long as they are here
146.  Lovely cyberworld friends who reached out so many times over the last few days
147.  Fellowshiping at church while I held my baby I was too heartbroken to leave in nursery
Won’t you join in giving thanks…

Multitude Monday–randomness–136-140

What a week last week was.  I have to say I am glad it is over!!!!  It was full of ups and downs. 

 An up, writing out my midwife stories for the ACNM Organization.
A down, moving the baby cradle out of room, just shy of 5 years since we first moved it in when we brought Caitlyn home from the hospital.  It was very sad to see it go, especially since there most likely will be no more of my babies in it.
An up, finding Birthday party invitations at the dollar store!
A down, and an up, my first baby is turning 5 in 9 days, my littlest baby is turning 1 in 13 days. 

You get the picture.

But even in the yo-yo of life there is much to be thankful for.

136:  Little girl birthday wishes for a venus fly trap

137:  Lots of garage sale clothing treasures from Grandma that I finally got washed and put away

138:  Excitement of getting all the laundry in the house washed and put away (even if it only lasts about an hour)

139:  Seeing little fingers wave bye-bye and clap yay

140:  Quick phone chats with crazy busy friends

What are you thankful for?

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My Hubby for Multitude Mondays 131-135

My husband is amazing.  He is funny.  He is a hard worker.  He loves our girls to distratction.  It is an amazing joy to see.
This last weekend is an amazing example of that.  We have new renters moving in to our house across the street.  The house is in beautiful shape.  Our last renters, and friends, did a beautiful job taking care of our home, but we have some painting and minor repairs to do to get it extra ready for the new tenants.  So hubby spent the day working on that.  While the girls and I played at the county fair.  We got to have all the fun, yet he thanked me for taking the girls for the day.
Today we were having a friend from church come watch the girls while we were at work.  At our house.  So it needed to be cleaned.  We both worked on it, but he did the harder parts.  He scrubbed and scrubbed.  Until all was beautiful.  He even stayed up until after 10:30 last night to help me unload and put away the groceries.  Even though he had to get up at 4:30 this morning. 
He can make me laugh.  Even in my darkest days with postpartum depression, he was able to make me laugh.  And for that I am so thankful.
He is a very involved daddy.  He picks the girls up every day from daycare, plays with them and has dinner ready when I get home.  He is amazing. 
I am thankful for my husband’s:
131.  sense of humor
132.  excellent work ethic
133.  partnership in our life together
134.  appreciation for his family
135.  so many things I can not even count
What are you thankful for?  Come share at A Holy Experience.

Everyone should have Someone Multitude Mondays 128-130

Isn’t she beautiful?  Hard to believe we are less than a month from her 1st Birthday!

And she now looks like this.

And as you know the journey of the last 11 months has had it’s ups and downs.  Never because of my girls, never once did I regret any of them, blame any of them or wish life with them were any different.  But it has still been a challenging ride.

As you might remember, part of the ups and downs started at 35 weeks gestation when our baby decided to go breech.  My midwife immediately came up with a plan.  She knows me.  She knows I would go crazy knowing things were out of whack without anything to do about it.  So she sent me to her chiropractor, gave me exercises and lots of hugs.  The next 5 weeks were a crazy topsy turvy experience as baby went breech, not breech.  Breech, not breech.  Over and over.

Through it all I was a nutball of emotions.  So many people encouraged me.  And one that really stuck with me was my midwife.  She sent me encouraging e-mails, answered my pleas for help.  She was a friend.

And with her help, her namesake Patrice came into this world safe and sound.  (not breech)  Her care continued through the postpartum period as it became apparent I needed some help sorting out the hormones and emotions that came after Patrice arrived.  She answered more e-mails than I can count.  Let me cry.  Encouraged me.  Walked every step of the way.  Above and beyond all call of duty.  Her compassionate care and friendship saved my life more than once during the postpartum depression.

She and I continue to communicate via e-mail.  I am so glad to report that I am feeling much better when it comes to my emotions and hormones.  Much better.  But there is one area that still eats at my soul.  I had a partial shot of Nubaine (narcotic painkiller) during Patrice’s birth.  I had planned on a completely unmedicated birth.  But in the end I couldn’t do it.  And this has caused me no end of consternation.  My midwife and I were talking about that today.  And that sweet woman told me to blame her instead of myself.

She is amazing.  She is truly amazing.  I don’t  blame her.  It was my failing.  It was too much for me to handle.  It is no one’s fault but mine, but my heart will forever remember how she was willing to take that burden away from me.

Everyone should have someone like her in their life.  And for her I am thankful.

128.  my midwife, my friend

129.  my Patrice who has learned to crawl on her knees, pull herself to a stand and the ASL sign for more

130.  my girls who still absolutely adore their baby sister

Join me over at A Holy Experience as we count that which we are thankful.

Spaghetti, family and multitudes of Mondays 128-135

My family gives me much to be thankful for.  My girls are most of the time sweet and funny, other times they teach me to grow by testing me.  My husband laughs with me through the good and  bad days.  He holds my heart carefully in his hands.  He also challenges me to grow.  He shows me new ways to look at things; helping me frame things that hurt, challening me to let go of real or imagined offenses.  I have much to be thankful for.
Today I am thankful for:
128.  a daddy that gets so excited about our baby’s first spaghetti dinner

129.  little girls creative words, like freeroad instead of freeway
130.  being able to laugh at the antics of a little girl who wakes us all up at 3:30 am and can’t go back to sleep
131.  having one little girl curled up next to me nursing while another is curled up behind my knees cuddling with me
132.  seeing our youngest pull herself to a stand for the first time (uh-oh, time to start strapping her into the high chair)
133.  celebrating a birthday milestone with friends with a nice evening out
134.  our church blessing us beyond measure
135.  a wonderful experience with our first renters
What are you thankful for?  Share here.

Multitudes of Random Thoughts 124-127

Okay mamas, is it normal for little ones to develop lots of fears around 3 1/2?  I don’t remember Caitlyn doing it, but Sue is in spades!  Moments ago I had to stand by the bathroom door while she went potty because of a “wierd sound.”  What was the sound?  The washing machine in the basement.  Scarey, huh?

The other night she woke up yelling for daddy because she was scared.  She ended up sharing bed space with daddy.  She slept, he got pushed out.  He did not get much sleep at all.  But you know, he didn’t really complain.  I think we are both pretty aware of how fleeting these days of littleness truly are.  I think it is one of the benefits of having our kids a little later in life.  We have our life experience and the life experience of others who are a few steps before us.  My hubby’s sisters have kids older than ours and they often say, I wish I would have spent more time doing this or that.  We take that to heart.  We appreciate their wisdom.

Today we saw a deer on the way to daycare.  It was a couple feet, at most, from our car.  The doe just stood there looking at us.  It was amazing.  I said, “girls, look at what God made and we got to see?”  Caitlyn replied, “oh we see that all the time at Grandma’s (daycare).” 

Recently daddy has started telling Bible stories at bedtime.  It is great to hear Caitlyn able to retell them to me.  It is a joy and pleasure to watch them opening up to the word of God. 

Patrice continues to be such a sweety.  She has her first two teeth.  We thought more were coming, but so far they work alone.  She has said dada a few times, and maybe mama.  She loves to chat and laugh.

We are in the process of re-renting out our rental house.  We have had lots of interest in it.  Thank you Lord.  We are so thankful for that, and thankful for how blessed we were to have such a great experience with our first renters.  They took such good care of our house.  They treated it with love and respect.  Words can not express how much that means to us.

We have so much to be thankful for:

124.  Amazing renters that were with us for 3 years

125.  Wisdom to enjoy the “right now” moments with our girls

126.  God opening the hearts of our children

127.  Our dog Stewie being so patient and calm with the girls

What are you thankful for?  Please share.

Multitude Mondays that Could Double for a Wordless Wednesday

I read a quote today from A.W Tozer “What comes into our minds when we think about God is the most important thing about us.”  That really boils it down for me.  There are many facets of me, I work, I sew, I run.  I am a friend, sister, daughter.  But what do I think about when I think about God?  My girls and my husband.  I am mother and wife.  And I love it.  More than I ever dreamed I could.

For this I am very thankful.

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What comes to mind when you think about God?  Instead of berating yourself for letting your mind wander, take a moment and see what the Lord reveals about you as you open your heart ears to Him.

What are you thankful for?

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